Last week I went to a new doctor to see if I might get a new
perspective on some of my health issues. My hypothyroid condition has
been particularly out of control lately, and we are trying to put all
the pieces of my health puzzle together. Also, we recently found out
through blood work that not only was my thyroid score literally
off-the-charts hypothyroid, but I am still terribly vitamin D deficient
as well. (My end of Summer vitamin D score was far worse than my January
mid-winter score last year!). So, I had some concerns about my health. Also, I am no longer taking NatureThroid as it turns out I am "sensitive" to pork and I felt better after discontinuing the medicine than I felt the nine months I was on it.
Meanwhile,
I was seeing many of my health symptoms spiraling out of control. Paul
said that I am in the worst health he has ever seen in me... this
includes my bouts of disability... so, that says a lot... I am NOT
currently disabled. But, I see some patterns that, if not nipped in the
bud, could potentially go that direction. My hands are not able to hold a
pen most days. (I
am able to type easily.) But, it hurts to play piano. I cannot comfortably lift up my arms to comb or arrange my hair... etc.
So,
I went to a new doctor. And, she picked up on a number of symptoms that
she thought correlated and took a blood test (among others) to check my
prolactin level. I asked her what she was checking for and she said
"
pituitary gland tumor." I did not freak out. I actually thought,
"yeah... that would certainly explain some things..."
Then,
Monday we got the results of the blood work. My prolactin is quite
elevated and I need to have an MRI done tomorrow to check for a tumor in
my pituitary gland. I spoke to my naturopath today as well. And, he
also now suspects to see a
prolactinoma
on the imagining tomorrow. My naturopath was very encouraging,
telling me that he has treated this condition successfully before. In
fact, he said that he has seen great results simply from eliminating
gluten from the diet. (Yes, I was gluten free for a while, but we
recently reintroduced grains
in abundance as an attempt to cut back grocery expenses.) My doctor did
not say that prolactinoma is
caused
by gluten sensitivity, but he did strongly state that gluten can/does
exacerbate the condition. So, it looks like I will be going GF again. (At
the very least)
Neither of my doctors expects that
this tumor (which we expect to find) will be malignant. Pituitary gland
tumors are generally benign. Neither does either doctor expect this
health concern to be at all life threatening. And, to be honest, I never feared
that. My anxieties were always more along the line of, "IF I have to
... THEN who would watch the kids/homeschool the kids/cook/clean/etc..."
Rebecca is amazing! She is the momentum that keeps this family in
motion right now (humanly speaking). She is stepping up as little mama
in a big way! And, she is feeling the physical strain. She is quite
tired.
I will let you know the results of the MRI as
soon as I am able. I think at this point we would all be surprised if it
is NOT a tumor... but you just never know. Last week a brain tumor was
not even in my foggiest ideas for my future. Now, I am talking about it
like it is a certainty. But, we do not know anything for sure yet,
except that my prolactin score was high.
Now, knowing
that these types of posts (on my blog) get more hits than anything else,
I feel obligated to say that I HAVE PEACE, Friends! And, you can too! I
can trust in the Lord no matter what is going on with my thyroid
health, my vitamin D level, my pituitary gland tumor etc. I am clinging
to several verses of Scripture throughout this ordeal and all the others
of this past year. With my health and Paul's health. With Paul's job
loss and everything else we have faced - we CAN and we DO have peace. We
have moments of weakness, but we CAN have peace!
Here is a small sampling:
Romans 8:28 And we know that God causes all things to work together for good to those who love God, to those who are called according to His purpose.
Romans 8:29
For
those whom he foreknew he also predestined to be conformed to the image
of his Son, in order that he might be the firstborn among many
brothers.
Psalms 57:1-2 Be merciful to me, O God, be merciful to me,
for in you my soul takes refuge;
in the shadow of your wings I will take refuge,
till the storms of destruction pass by.
2 I cry out to God Most High,
to God who fulfills his purpose for me.
Isaiah 26:3 You keep him in perfect peace
whose mind is stayed on you,
because he trusts in you.
God
is fulfilling his purposes for my life. And one of His ultimate
purposes is to conform me to the image of His Son. Whether you believe
that God "allows" bad things to happen or whether He has "ordained" bad
things to happen-- God WILL use all circumstances in my life for my good
and for His glory. We can have peace.
To God be the Glory.